Be who you are!!!!!!

Always be who you are, it doesn't matter if you are "cool" or not but everyone has a place in this world and the sooner you find out where that place is the better off you will be! So be who you are and never be ashamed... Because as soon as you get down on your self you are just going to get kicked around. Keep your head up and be happy. Be who ever you are!

Friday, July 16, 2010

Aodan

This post is about one of my other guy freinds his name is Aodan!
Aodan's funny! just funny and a great friend!!! He is always making me laugh and sometimes even making me tear up. He always cheers me up and even somtimes when i am to hiper or crazy he calms me down! I am soooooooo glad that he is staying at the village school!!! When i am sad or need help Aodan is always there for me to talk to or to just hang out with...I remember last year i was not felling like haning out with my friends and so i asked Aodan if he would hang out with me, of course he said yes because he is awesome and we just hung out! I really like being around him... There is this little saying that he has that is for when i am mad or sad he says "turn that frown upside down whear a smile for a while." i always pretend that is has no affect on me but it really does and sometimes it makes me smile but mostly it just cheers me up. So Aodan if you ever read this thanks for everything you do for me i really apprecate you are a great person and a great friend!!!

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Sophie

Sophie Gale Guindon is Gabrielles sister and my other all time best friend... Sophie is 10 years old so she i about 3 years younger then me but sometimes you just gotta love young friends! Sophie is super duper fearlss!!! We once went to a creek and jumped off this really high rock and all the big kids did it but Sophie did too and she was only like 7 or 8 at the time!!!
I don't know there is just something about Sophie that just makes me smile!!! I love her!!! She is one of my very best friends.. i love her!!! Our parents are also best friends! Her mom Michline is my mom's best friend and her Dad Patrick and my dad are good friends. Gabrielle and Sophie also have a brother Zaachary and him and Kai are best friends so everyone is happy when they come up to visit!!!
Sophie is an awesome girl!!!!
ROCK ON SOPHIE!!!

Gabrielle

I would like to start by writing about one of my very best friends. Her name is Gabrielle Sophia Guindon and she is like a sister to me! I met Gabrielle on a camping trip... well actally i met her little sister Sophie my other very best friend and i played with Sophie on that camping trip and then i don't know exactly how it happend but i became best friends with them both on that camping trip! Gabrielle has taught me a lot and i have know her for about 6 years. She taught me how to rollerbalde she taught me how to kick a soccer ball but for me most imporantly she taught me how to be my self... That is the greatest thing about Gabrielle(nick name "titi") is she is not afraid to be herself even if that means not beign like anyone else! I have just mastered that thanks to her but she has always been like that from the moment i mewt her fearless and not afraid to be herself... I love Titi like a sister she is a really awesome person and i Love her more then i can even discribe. Keep being who you are Titi because you rock!!!!
I LOVE YOU GIRL!!!

friends

i love friends!!!
weather they are Carmin or Lucy or Jackson or Caden... I love friends!!! The next few posts are going to be about my friends so i guess this is like the friend prep post! Now I have lived in three different states, California, Arizona and right now i live in oregon. But i have a lot of friends! mostly in Arizona and Oregon because i lived in California when i was really little so i don't really remember all my friends that well... But to all my friends out there i just want to say that i love you all and i will love you for as long as i know you...First i just want to say that all my friends kick butt or the other word that i am not going to say but i have a sticker to prove it!
It may be just me but everyone needs friends, I know that i do i need Gabrielle i need Jackson i need Sophie!
I need all my friends to get me through life and to not just give up because i love all of you and i need all of you to be there for me when ever you can because i will always be there for you!
If you need me call on me!
Because i will always be your friend!

Daddy

I love my dad!
He is awesome!!!!
If I could chose any dad in the world it would be him!
He rocks!
He is the one who taught me how to play baseball and helped me along the way to become the amazing softball player that I am!
He is an awesome baseball player himself! In my opinion he could have been a pro baseball player but insted he raised us and for that i take my hat off to him. But i still enjoy being around my dad most of the time! although he could lay off me about the boys thing a little bit and I would be even more happy!
Just like anyother human my dad does get mad but he does not get mad very often...
My dad works for verizon bissnuss as a project manager...He works from home which i think is awesome and he makes money for me to do things which i am very greatfull for even if i don't act like it all the time! But i love my dad!!!
so rock on daddyo!

my mom!

MY MOM IS NALLI DELAP!!
SHE IS 35 YEARS OLD AND SHE IS VERY PRETTY!
SHE IS SORT OF LIKE ME...IN TERMS OF SHE LOVES TO TAKE CONTROL! MY DAD IS LIKE THAT TO BUT I WILL SAVE HIM FOR ANOTHER DAY! MY MOM IS AN ARTIST! SHE TAKES AFTER HER MOM AND HER DAD HER MOM WAS A JEWELER BUT SHE DIED 10 YEARS AGO OF A HEART ATTACK. :(
HER DAD HOW EVER IS VERY MUCH ALIVE AND HE IS A PAINTER AND A JEWELER JUST LIKE HER!
MY MOM A AN AWESOME SENSE OF STYLE! NOT LIKE SOME PEOPLES STYLE WHERE YOU JUST LOOK AT THEM AND GO "?????" I HAVE NEVER HAD TO SAY TO MY MOM "WOW MOM YOU SHOULD GO PUT ON SOMETHING ELSE!" BECAUSE SHE ALL WAYS LOOK PRETTY!
BUT SOMETIMES WHEN SHE IS IN A BAD MOOD I WANT TO JUST LEAVE THE HOUSE FOR I LITTLE WHILE AND THEN COME BACK WHEN SHE IS NOT! BUT I GET THROUGH IT JUST AS SHE DOES!
MY MOM IS A FIGHTER SHE IS NOT ALWAYS HAPPY ABOUT THE STUFF SHE HAS TO FIGHT FOR BUT SHE NEVER JUST GIVES UP, UNLESS IT IS SOME SPORT THAT THE REST OF THE FAMILY IS BETTER AT! SHE LOVES ALL OF US SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH AND WE LOVE HER!!!!
I LOVE MY MOM!!! I MAY NOT ALWAYS ACT LIKE IT BUT I DO!!!
I SAY ROCK ON MOM!

Sunday, July 4, 2010

My brother!!!!

My brothers name is Kai David DeLap as I said he is 14 just about to be 15. When we were little I thought he was the nicest big brother in the world and no one was as awesome as he was. We would play cops and robbers with friends we would play taxi on my dads bike we would go exploring in the forest. It was a blast but the past to years and with me going into 7Th grade and with Kai going into high school things don't really work that way anymore the only way we "play" is if I go play golf at the golf coarse and even there he barley talks to me. Or if we play catch with the softball or baseball. It pretty much has to be some sort of sport. My brother also just recently got interested in girls which is surprising because in 6Th and 7Th grade he showed no interest in girls. He now has a girls friend Kelsey Cascadia Rose Juliana she is one of my friends and she is super good for Kai. I feel happy for them both. But me and Kai don't get along. Only just today he tried to sit on me cuz I was mad at him. All of this is part of growing up but i am already sick of it. I am sick of fighting with him but i have to fight back because I refuse to lie down to him. I don't have a sister to hold me when i cry or to talk to me about boys but I have Kai and i guess that's all i need. Kai may be a big pain in the butt at times but at other he is just me wonder full big brother!

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Family

Family is what brings us all together even if you do not want to admit it, believe me sometimes I don't want to admit it, actually all the time I don't but if you think about it,it is true! First love, my parents are not divorced and I am pretty sure that They are not planing on it because when I look at them i see love I see it in they way they talk to each other the way they look at each other and I think love is one of the most beautiful things that can happen to a person, your love, should be your best friend one that you can laugh with one to who you can be serious and one you can talk about everything. Like your crushes and who you think is cute.
Almost my whole family is still alive apart from my moms mom and 2 of my great grandpas and of my great grandmas. But I no I love them all even if I sometimes.…(well almost always) don't think that I do. I live with my annoying almost 15 year old brother and at 13 having a 15 year old brother around won't be much more fun then having a 14 year old one. One of my brothers friends (Kai is my brothers name) told me that my Kai loved me I did not believe him, what my brother love me? That was crazy but at my brothers 8Th grade graduation and he gave his speech I felt he really did have feelings which I was slowly convincing my self he had none of. Afterwards I gave him the biggest hug that I have ever given Kai in my life!! I then realized how Lucky I am to have a brother like Kai I mean at times ya I wish I could kill him but I love him in the most brotherly way possible! He is not the nicest brother in the world but I can live with him, or At least until he goes off to collage which will be in like 4 years so I think I'll live! My moms name is nalii she really tries to be a good mom but I don't feel like I can really talk to her. For instance like Lucy she can talk to her mom and tell her everything I mean I try to I really do but I do fell like I can talk to her. My dad is Marcus and he is my famous sports playing dad! He coaches or has coached football, baseball, softball, soccer almost everything there is to coach. He has been my coach for 1 of my three years playing softball and 1 of my 2 years playing baseball. He is the one who got me loving the game of softball, he is going to coach my 14u Asa softball team with. A friend of his one of my old nice coaches. This is the family I live in a house with in Eugene Oregon. But I love them even though I really don't like them a lot of the time. My parents are always getting me in trouble or maybe that's my fault. My brother runs around screaming "I'm a beast" and calling me really annoying names. I only have 3 cousins 2 on my moms side and 1 on my dads. On my moms side is where i feel most connected she has one sister and one brother her sister her brother haw nominee but her sister has to kids Hayden and Olivia! Hayden is almost 16 or he will be in 4 days and Olivia is a year and a half younger then me which makes her 11. They came up for my brothers graduation along with their parents my uncle and aunt one of my grandpas and my dads parents and that's when I realized that we are here all together as a family and even if I didn't like we were all brought together by that family..... So here is some advise from a 13 year old girl give family a chance (even though I don't all the time)

Be who you are

I always have liked to think be who you are not who people think you should be....My mom once told me that I am fearless and I believe her. If you believe in what you want or who you want to be your life will be a happier place. So I like to think that I am fearless because it makes me happy and it makes me feel like I am doing something for myself. We as teenagers or preteens don't need to know where we are going yet in life but this is not the time to figure it out! I suppose that This is our time to figure out who u want to be and who u want to know. This is also the time where we make mistakes believe me I know ..…So here advise from a 13 year old girl Be who you are!